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8/20/2007 大咪和二咪的故事 自从小丹同志送的两只兔子，一只忧郁死了，一只被我不小心晒太阳晒死掉了之后，好一段时间自责不已。另外小丹同志的妈妈说，我的属相和兔子相克的。看来小丹同志的妈妈是对的。于是发誓从此不再养兔子了。也决定在自己能对小动物完全负责任之前，不再以自己一时冲动去养它们。
不过好象老天爷不这么认为。三个星期前，两个“小朋友”又意外地进入了我的生活。生活又开始不平静了。
那天晚上开窗收衣服。听见窗外有什么东西不停地叫唤，叫得很是揪心。当时还以为是鸟叫。“晚上哪来的鸟叫啊，这种叫声一定是猫宝宝找不到妈妈才叫的。”对动物颇有研究的一旁的小丹同志于是说。然后，他凑过来往窗外看。“好象就在路边啊。”顺着他指的方向看过去，天哪！真的是一只好小好小，小的像路边的一片落叶的猫宝宝，那么凄惨的叫着。我飞快的冲了出去。当然，之前的自责，责任的想法完全抛在脑后了。冲动是人类最原始的性格。
看到我后，猫宝宝晃晃悠悠的朝我走来。边走边叫。象是在呼救。我不敢相信，那么小的猫猫，路都走不稳，眼睛似乎都没有完全睁开，是如何走丢的？这时又听到好象什么地方还有一个微弱的声音。难到还有一只？只见小丹同志，走到旁边的台阶上，又拎下来一只。两只几乎一模一样的猫宝宝。是一个猫妈妈生的！
两只还没长牙，就手掌那么大的猫宝宝，它们还在喝奶，我每天要上课，我从来没养过猫，同住的还有一个超爱干净的室友阿布。一面飞速的想着，一面已经从楼上拿下一只鞋盒子，把猫宝宝装在里面了。先确保它们的生存安全，然后再考虑送养或者送到动物收容中心。就这么办了。
室友阿布之前养过猫，后来送人了。因此留下了一些以前的宠物用品，什么猫沙，猫粮，猫猫沐浴露，猫猫消毒喷雾剂，洁齿棒……全给了我，还跟我讲了一些养小猫的常识。还真是要感谢超有爱心的阿布，要不然一时间我还真不知道到哪里弄齐全那些零零碎碎的东西。更庆幸的是，小丹同志对宠物可是有一套丰富的经验。先用猫猫沐浴露，给猫宝宝洗澡，然后抓虱子，消毒，吹干。完了之后两只都在不停的发抖，打瞌睡。一旁的阿布说，可能猫猫不行了，没见过给这么小的猫洗澡的。但我们都一至认为是一定要洗澡消毒的。不然人也可能因此生病的。然后开始一只一只的喂牛奶。似乎猫宝宝对奶的味道觉得不对，不太愿意喝。于是室友又拿来一支没用过的注射器，谢天谢地！这下直接注射在它们的喉咙里。不管了！死猫当活猫医，不喝也得喝了。
头一天晚上，“小朋友们”很安静，睡了一整晚。第二天也几乎睡了一整天。老实说，当时还真不知道那么小的它们离开了猫妈妈能不能活下来。渐渐的，它们愿意喝牛奶了，慢慢的，它们开始玩耍了，大小便也正常了。在我们悉心照顾下，它们长成了两只非常非常健康的小猫咪。
它们真的很可爱，很漂亮，金黄的毛色，灰蓝色的眼睛，露出乖巧的模样。大咪是乖乖咪，常常是一副惹人怜爱的样子。二咪是皮皮咪，常常是一副机灵的样子。“穷人家的孩子早当家”。两只咪从小就很懂事。从来不在猫沙盒之外的任何一个地方大小便。即使是在我外出后，猫沙盒放在外面，它们被关在房间里憋了一个下午之后，仍是等我回来把它们放到猫沙盆里，它们才开始便便。吃完东西后也会帮自己，或者相互间添得干干净净。玩闹嬉戏的时候，也不破坏任何东西。晚上我睡觉的时候，它们也知道休息，知道不打扰别人。我不知道别的猫猫是不是这样，但它们，真的非常懂事。
有时我在做功课，“小朋友”就很安静的在我的脚下睡着。大咪有点娇，有时喜欢我抱着它睡。它们到来快一个月了。也一直在考虑它们的去留问题。听说动物收容所会定期将一些小动物安乐死，想起来就恐怖。于是考虑等它们再长大点可以独立觅食了，就将它们放养。又看到新闻报道说有人专门收猎各种家猫，流浪猫，然后贩运到广东那边做猫宴。这更加恐怖。考虑送养，对于领养对象，我是百般挑剔的：首先得是个有爱心的人，最好是一对夫妇，有安定的住所，稳定的收入，而且愿意同时领养两只。我不愿把两个一起长大的“小朋友”分开，而且大咪对二咪的依赖性很强。这样一来，小朋友仍然在我的生活里快乐健康地成长着。跟爸妈说了我和“小朋友”的故事。爸爸时不时的打来电话问“小朋友”的情况，告诉我一些养小猫的常识，妈妈则很开心我收养了它们，说这也是在积德行善。我说我可能不方便把它们一直养下去，毕竟住的地方空间不够，也不想小朋友一直在狭小的空间里成长。妈妈说，那就把“小朋友”寄养在长沙家里，正好他们也有个伴儿。虽然再好不过的事了。但想着一年也就回去那么两三次，不能常常看到父母，以后“两个小朋友”也和父母在一起，对长沙的思念又会更浓了。
微开玩笑问我，是不是有当妈妈的感觉。我说不知道，只知道平常的日子里，少了分自由，多了分牵挂。
梦 飞机上，蓉蓉坐在我前面，坐我旁边的一个女孩不停地跟我谈天气。 突然飞机开始低空飞行，擦过一片农田。周围的人开始不安。有人说飞机飞行路线不对。我看了看窗外，以为飞机快降落了，而确实在降落长沙黄花机场之前，飞机会低空飞过一片农田。这时，飞机开始摇晃，我再看了看窗外，前面几乎快撞上一个山丘。看来是极力绕过了。机上乘客开始骚动起来。空乘的广播拉起警报，告知乘客飞机处于极度危险状态，飞机尾部严重损坏，随时都可能坠毁。空乘痛苦地让大家赶快写好遗嘱后，随即停止了广播。不到2分钟时间，前面又出现一座小山，我的脑袋一片空白，居然这种事真地会发生在我身上。没有时间了。心里说“爸爸妈妈再见了！”此时飞机已经失去控制直接朝着小山头撞过去。撞上小山头之后，飞机并没有马上爆炸，但机身前部已经撞毁。此时，飞机紧急出口打开了，一部分人开始向外逃离。我从出口逃离后，看到山边有一个池塘，回头看了看其他人，有一部分人朝着一条小路跑，有一部分还在飞机出口处。 而飞机随时都可能爆炸。我用力喊“快跳下去池塘里！” 也不知道有多少人跟我一起跳了下去，在我跳下去的一霎那，飞机发生巨大的爆炸。碎片，大火，以及巨大的冲击，在我头顶蔓延开来。我拼命地游离那一片区域。
回到家，先看到爸爸。我说，机场附近有架飞机失事了，我刚刚就在那架飞机上。于是爸爸和我往出事现场赶去。到了现场，飞机的大火还在浓烈地燃烧着，残骸附近很多被烧焦的尸体。警察，消防队，机场工作人员正在紧急救援。我把头转了过去，不愿再看了。回家的路上，碰到了妈妈，我紧紧地抱着妈妈，什么都说不出来。
醒来后，全身手脚冰凉，手心脚心全是汗。 12/12/2006 Noble Soul needs no nice dress It was a Friday night, around 8:30pm. I was on my way home from school. When...
He; old, sparse white hair, and middle height in sort of shabby clothes . Undistinguished appearance and what he was doing that enough to make him as a invisible old junkman to all passerby in this cold winter.
I was focus on my way hurrying toward home. A kind boring mood with the weekend, a kind unsatisfied with my unfinished project, a kind hopeless with everything that seems just out of reach. I was too concentrate on complaining to myself, noticing nobody and nothing. When...
A puff of chilling wind came. I heard sound of "bang bang", it seemed that something droped down to the footpath behind me. I turned around my head inconsciently. He, the junkman, stopped sorting the trash can, made some steps to pick up that object and put it on a fire hydrant.
I can't see any connection between the old junkman and the hydrant cover, but, I can see a connection between him and nobilities.
I turned around again trying to see his face, but it was too dark and the street light is so dim. When the third time I turned around, he seemed realized me and smiled. Still, I couldn't see his face, but that smile, I saw, clearly, which was so bright in the darkness. So pure and kindly. I'm not a Christian. But for some reason that smile remind me of God. 9/6/2006 I need you because, I love you. Being sick is bad, and much worse when being sick alone.
Yesterday, I was so uncomfortable that was caused by my period. From 6:30 to 7:30am, I struggled for an hour, at last, I decided to send teacher message of sickness leave. Then it was a long sleep. When I waked up and felt better it was almost 3pm. Staying in the bed, I began to think some people, my Mom, Dad, goodfriends those people who are so important to me but could not stay with me at that moment. I thought I need them so much because I was in sickness. But, why did not I think someone else, someone is not that important but at least is easier to ask for a favor like classmates, room mates?
"I need you, because, I love you!" I heard it from one of my best friends. Now I got it. 9/4/2006 Love in Shanghai? Maybe. Carrie, in the 1th story of "Sex and the City", says: "Love in Manhattan? I don't think so...".
This afternoon, a woman who has been in the age of un-innocence, announced:"I will never, ever come back Shanghai again." At that moment, I was wondering "what kind of experience could make a woman hate a city so much?" She is going to live in New York soon. No judgement.
However, her declamation made me start to thinking: Do I like Shanghai? would I leave this city? When.
Even though the city is full of complaints from every dweller(including me): "bad air, awful transportation, crowd and noisy everywhere, severe compitition, complicated relationships... ", it is still an adorable metropolis. I like Shanghai undoubtedly. If I have to leave this city someday, I am sure that I would love to come back.
I have to love Changsha, because that is my hometown, that is where I was born, that is where my parents living in..., for Changsha I can list a hundred reason to love it. But for Shanghai, interesting enough, I could hardly analyze why. The only thing I knew is that every time I came back to Changsha, no more a couple of days, I start to miss Shanghai, and miss it so much.
Many friends asked me: " What do you plan after graduation? Will you stay in Shanghai? I always reply: "Yes, why not? as long as Shanghai would love to accept me as well."
And I hope so. |
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